Horrendous, now the unborn feel me
Stalking them, usually not the slightest bit concerned. Double-teamed,
They latch to the kindness of a controlling species
With lots of sentimental
Memories about itself, and I should spank them for that someday.

It’s nice
To have happy spots of my high school sweetheart. Being
Spurns a very surreal thing in me too. I don’t really exist
Because I haven’t seen me in 100 years. But then

I experience outbursts of mold in my chest. This lasts about four
Days until depression kicks in

A fingerprint without demands
Right as I’m beginning to
Eliminate sitting twice a day.

Stupendous, now heaps of voices beep.
At least half of what I respond
Rarely mistakes my bed
For a dolphin’s dick.

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RC Miller lives in Metuchen, New Jersey. He is author of the chapbooks GORE (Calliope Nerve Media) and A Large Retailer (Ronin Press).

The house was far out of town, at the top of a mountain which you had to reach by winding roads walled in by cliffs and falling rocks, and passing up a steep incline through two automatic gates before entering the property. It was like an abandoned set for Night of the Iguana—and there was no cellphone connection there so I just stood by a drained pool at the edge of the woods looking out at the lights flashing through the broad distance over the opposite mountains to where I imagined the rest of the world was, listening to a silence in my ears like the perfume of wild animals, miles and miles of predatory seduction hidden in and clinging to the dark air. I felt as if time had contracted and stopped. Sometimes we see that we’re really at the edge of things — but all the things that took place before seem to be present. It is like being in eternity. Everything seems to be taking place at once. Fragments of old movies on cable television in the middle of the night were like history repeating itself over and over again — each time with newly understood nuances which seemed to be both separated and united. Disappearing voices and gestures bouncing around — like atoms of light — off the walls of eternity. Accumulating and dissipating ceaselessly, beyond control. I read the account in the San Luis Obispo Tribune, over and over, and the print seemed to be written on the walls of time like a primitive memory, a sealed envelope, a burned letter.

Sure,
Not only the Empire State building,
Not only how that woman might have looked naked in the 1970s,
but after Christmas—
coming home at night
passing the dead end streets
the left and right
mouths of streets lit momentarily
containing a passing figure
++++++++frozen bright
in motion
dying into our dashlight
fading
into the darkness, the still surge
of types of knowing
clothed and dressed in types
of gesture, types of mustaches
then back to the smell
++++++++of an original house
the lit up facades
++++++++fading in a swift douse
like flames
++++++++life burning
or like
streets that my father
++++++++played on before I
was born, before he was married
where uncles were brothers only
tracked him down
to know what they know still
I only surmise
The grandeur of each house
its modest satisfaction
++++++++humble pride
a stigma on the doorstep
++++++++of the world
where dreams and dreams repeat
crowded streets that time evacuated
and the simple shape
+++++the door of home
where visitors call
+++++and where the unfamiliar
extend the matrix of experience
to glimpse the upstairs
++++++++windows,
++++trim and closed
their other worlds
the little worlds
++not ready to disclose
the daily yearning and the daily growth

They flash like storms
+++++like flood tides
++++++++sweeping high
over the wharves of
++++++++knowing
drowning sense
in generalities of myth and type
bathing the dark with darkness
of the soul
the simple emblem
++++++++trellised on the front
and plunge through depths
+++++of similarity

(vast mingling repetitious revelry)

Also the fragments,
++++++++spiritual shards
of the new generations
++++++++taking flight
across the coded inconsistencies
of space that’s lit by
+++++moonlight, by
++++++++streetlamp
where do they go?
+++++who counts them
++++++++apart
where their conviction
+++++is disfigurement
displacing fairy tales?
+++++They shine so bright
my heart bleeds into
+++++trees to fill the dark.

The round o’s of the
+++++face of the wood sprite.

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Ben Mazer’s most recent poetry collections are January 2008 (Dark Sky Books, 2010) and Poems (Pen & Anvil Press, 2010).

Small black cat carries
the dead mouse to the door, ice
circles the witness moon.

Under the barn floor
the dog and I hear squeaking.
Swallows guard their eggs.

August heat glimmers,
white sequins litter the lake.
I wish for fireflies.

Leaves cling to the boy’s
boots. Darkness enters early.
Windows close their eyes.

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Lisa Zimmerman received her M.F.A. from Washington University in St. Louis.  Her poetry and fiction have appeared or are forthcoming in the Colorado Review, Redbook, Paper Street, Poet Lore, Eclipse, Atlanta Review and many other journals. Her most recent poetry collection is The Light at the Edge of Everything (Anhinga Press, 2008). She is an Assistant Professor of English at the University of Northern Colorado.

Just to let you know
I finally got the window open,
now all these screams come in,
++and red air
bearing dragonflies

when I said before, “It ain’t summer
if you can’t lie awake at night
with the windows open,”
I must’ve been living in a cold climate

you’d think I had icebergs in my veins

now I’m pretty melted—
it’s all solar tears
shining from my eyes,
a blinding white wall,

the longer time goes on
stranger the memories become,
a cat waking from a dream
++in a darkened room

one has me on Banba’s shore
inside a drizzly pub,
a small hit of hash
through a clay pipe

the rough coast

an empty apartment
viewed through a partly opened door,

you know, I can’t help thinking
it’s like it all never existed,
and now you’re getting translucent—
will you too really fade?

++++++++++++Love,

_______________________________

Michael S. Begnal is the author of three poetry collections: Ancestor Worship (Salmon Poetry, 2007), Mercury, the Dime (Six Gallery Press, 2005), and The Lakes of Coma (Six Gallery Press, 2003). Recent work has appeared in journals such as Notre Dame Review, Poetry Ireland Review, Natural Bridge, Free Verse, and BlazeVOX. His blog is: www.mikebegnal.blogspot.com

Canard

Our father called jaguars black leopards. “Platitudes are not always flat,” he kept saying. Middle age had not brought a wisdom that was practicable.

…

Though we separately married, we cannot stop staying in hotels together. We are used to the view.

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++++++++
++++++++

Xeriscaping: Two Small Decorative Poems

lapis philosophorum

milky latex a sore temptation
he threatens to find the appropriate weather

albedo

such spurge as ornaments the driveway
looks like purslane to me

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Eric Burke works as a computer programmer in Columbus, Ohio. Recent work can be found in elimae, Pank, qarrtsiluni, A cappella Zoo, and decomP. Work is forthcoming in Word Riot. You can read his blog at http://anomalocrinus.blogspot.com/